Study break!
fuck buddy or not?

How long has it been?

I'm not dead. Yet. BIO PSYCH IN <24HR!!

If only life was as simple as a 'shift left click'

Finally! A site that shares my thoughts! ...Albeit in a different light, but still, the idea's there: V-day is over-glamourised. To quote, "it's all about the little things"! In the long run, it's all about effective communication!

Anyway, I need to find a web counter soon. Ever since this site got listed elsewhere, I've been getting mysterious visits from people I don't know! But do I really need to know them? ���

Which is more cliche: "Happy Valentine's!", or "Everyday should be Valentine's!"? I mean wassup with the date man! Some fukker died and u are celebrating? I mean it's like Guy Fawkes Day man! Like HELLO! Shouldn't we be in mourning garb or something to really respect him? I mean the motive of cherishing love and affection still stands, but BLOWING MONEY AWAY TO UNSCRUPULOUS RETAILERS AND RESTAURANT DOES NOT EQUATE TO cherishing love. Isn't this as good as using money to buy love?

Gawd Damn Shite. I'm finally sick. This is the 3rd time tonight that I'm literally peeing through my ass tonight. And I don't wanna study for my tests!

How to study when u have 1 concert this weekend, another 1 coming up 2 weeks after that and 1 more for another week following?

Post gothika thought: What if you wake up one day finding basis of your most important beliefs shattered, and that you are at the very epicentre of all that dissonnance? I think i'd prolly just go mad. "How can you trust anyone who thinks you are crazy?" Who would you lean on then if you yourself think you are crazy?

Imagine what all those people would do if one day they found that god didn't exist. What goes on AFTER the denial stage, i really couldn't say. Likewise, what would happen to me if one day the existence of god matters greatly then? Which side would I choose? It's like saying you don't believe in ghosts but am afraid of them. Would it be just as illogical to say that the presence of ghosts don't matter but am afraid of them then? How about the presence of god doesn't matter but I'd rather have one by my side?

Maybe I'm not that agnostic after all.

Whoo hoo! It's 6 in the morning and I'm already up TRYING to do some work! ...If I don't end up playing CM4. It's damn nice weather to snuggle up here with a blanket wrapped up all around like an "abunehneh", haa... Shall attepmt to begin what i woke up to do...

I just can't do it. Some people are just born scums but I'm obviously not one of them. Just realised the decadent side of hall today, and the heydays that I've all along thought to be long gone are still ever prevalent, just that it's more underground now. All along i've maintained that sex is only fun if u do it with someone u like, but now that I've KNOWN people who fuck around for pleasure, it just seems so... dirty. Not the turn-on-softporn-dirty dirty but outright filthy dirty. Shame on those bastards! I used to think that I'd want to be in that loop, but DO I really wanna indulge in that kind of hedonism? I can accept a person who fucks, but not one who fuck around.